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September 24 这样，好不好？ 一直很想知道是不是满世界地流离之后，会真正期望一些安定的东西，还是依然喜欢走走停停。 你说，终于又等到一个令你真心想对他好的人。看不见你的笑靥，却听见花开的声音，这一刻，我与你同乐。幻想着他牵你手的样子，那样甜蜜，嘴角不自觉地上扬，虔诚地希望你们都好。一瞬间，无比安心，无比感激。幸福如此浅薄，有人得到，自然满心祝福。何况，是你。 你说，爱，不可说，不可说，一说就错。这一刻，庆幸我不在你身边。不想看到你低头难过的样子，若是如此，我该拿什么救赎？音乐唱完，剧情谢幕，希望落空。。。。。。我懂，都懂，只因我们是同样的孩子，越自由，越寂寞。安慰的话说的越多，就越清醒，不该责怪谁，人与人之间，都只有一个转身的距离，只是，转身，天涯。 你，我，我们，太天真，总是希翼那些让别人温暖却让自己寒冷的事。知道么，窗外的雨没有停过，只是我们都没有听到。 不要执着那些虚无的感情，即使真的有那个人，他也只愿与你同去天堂，若是地狱，他会心甘情愿与你共赴么？ 弱水三千，会取哪瓢饮，是前世的怨，你是谁命定的红颜，是今生的缘。既是注定的事，何必为之心力交瘁。 只要心中充满喜欢的东西，便可以不要爱情，若心是空的，即便是排山倒海般的爱一样无法填满一生中，有很多重要的人，重要的事，那些山，那些树，你都看清楚了么，那些人，那些鲜活生命，你都记住了么？自己的左手握住右手，依然可以很温暖，没有爱，我们也可以圆满的。 你是最能让我安心的人，也是我最放不下心的人。可不可以对自己好一点，十年，二十年，若是我不在你身边，至少也要好好地保护自己。如果可以幸福，那么更好。 你笑，我陪着你笑，你哭，我不会陪你哭的。你的悲伤和寂寞我分担不了，友情，始终是有到不了的地方的，无能为力也是无可奈何。不过我可以保证，在你每一次回头看的时候，都有我笑着站在离你很近的地方。 你说，这样，好不好? September 14 NO TITLE
Find one place where without pressure,competition,examination,grades to hide，just stay on my own，only listen to my breathing silently September 13 The Third DayYesterday,there is something wrong with space,so i cannot writing.The systerm of MSN always very unstable after updateing.
The third class at yesterday afternoon, was held an English examination.I was invigilate teacher
 .I am as a student to sit and take the exam for mang years,but today,I have chance to supervise students to take exam,HAHA~~~ I took one paper on my hand and with a small piece of name list on it. It is seems to ba that i am doing paper ,in fact that i am remember the students' name Marking examination papers and homework is a real grind.Teachers are busy with correcting almost everyday,and also need to prepare lessons ,sometimes i think it will be a wonderful thing that every teacher have a secretary to deal with ebdless homework and papers.Maybe we had better to invent a kind of machine for cottecting.
Today,a boy took a bottle of chocolates to school.It is fun eating by stealth without being found.But the chocolate was finded by girls When he prepare to eating .Girls to cheated the boy:"look,there is a boy to calling you out of the gate."when the boy to turn round,girls took the chocolates away,You can guess the result.Haha~~~
September 11 The first dayToday is my first day as a practise teacher in the Fengfan Middle School.It takes about 20 minutes by bike from my home to school.I got to school at 7 o'clock.When i came into the gate a teacher asking me "why not to wear school uniform?"
 Could it be that i has a face like student? In fact, I am a student,a university students not a middle school student.HaHa~~~~~After briefly itruduce myself to students,the field work is begin.I am correcting students'homework,superintending students to observe the school discipline,etc,doing routine as a teacher.By the way,the feeling of students call me "Miss.wang" is very good.HOHO~~The students are very lively,cutely and full of energy.Yesterday was teacher's Day,a student who said he has not enough pin money so bought a red pen as a present to his teacher . The gift itself may be small, but the good will is deep.
 You know that one expects active children to be mischievous at times.My adviser teacher Mrs.Qi said everyday she must to urge some students to hand the homework quickly,teachers and parents are very much exercised about the study of some students-_-! But they are just kids,during the growing and learning ,they will know what they want and how to get the target.
What will happen at tomorrow？
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September 10 Catch a cold
I catch a cold through my own careleness. sneening,sniveling,sheding tear,felt even worse.What a pity! Tommorrow, i should wear more clothes…… Just try
yeah, after reseaching i founf many interesting functions about space.I had added music, counter and background picture,the spave is more lovely than before.HOHO~~ Do persevere in my efforts, By the way,happy teacher's day September 09 God bless u and me! Autumn comes, can winter be far behind?
The weather in September was positively autumnal.There is a breath of autumn in the air today. It rained all day,I decided not to go anywhere,just stay at home. At these last few days I feels very mixed-up about future ,just like a lost child.Maybe every senior students will have same feeling that boring,anxious,restless or worry about examinations ,thesis,job and so on.There are many things waiting for me to do. So i should unscramble myself as quickly as possible.
There is an old saying: If you run after two hares you will catch neither. So i know that i should take things step by step at a time.It would be an excellent rule to live each day and add more self confidence,i believe i can fly .
PP,you have fine qualities of character , optimistic, self-confidence and warmhearted.Although U had not found a suitable job,donnot feel boring and lose your will of fight ,take it easy,there will a good job waiting for U to discover at nearly future.
In a world,saying is more easier than doing,fighting and fighting again……
 God bless U and me!
 September 07 对于谎言在某论坛看到这么个帖子“说说大家经历过的最心痛的谎言吧 ，真相真的比我们想象的还要可怕！”95%的回帖都是些关于爱情的，100%讲的是男人背叛女人的事！让MM看了真觉得心寒~~
真的有人从来没有说过谎吗？也没有谁敢说自己从来没有背叛过任何诺言吧？每个人做什么都有他的道理，我们在指责别人的时候，很少能站在对方的立场上检讨一下自己！我们在责怪别人以前，应该反省下自己，这样才有资格说别人。
这个世界，只有被从天而降的大象砸死的人才能说是无辜。情感纠葛中几乎没有完全无辜的“受害者”，两个人的爱情，两个人的错误完全没必要让仇恨再伤害自己一次了。很少有人会在同一个地方摔倒尤其是一边抱怨一边继续在同一个地方摔倒……
有句话很精辟：“做女人，一定要经得起谎言，受得起敷衍，忍得住欺骗，忘得了诺言，放得下一切，最后用笑伪装掉下来的眼泪……”
不过，要相信善意的谎言，HOHO~~~
宗旨：不随便骗人
September 04 随便侃自从有了space，每天来这里写写看看已经成为了一种习惯，喜欢这首背景音乐，是冬季恋歌的插曲，听了让我觉得忒安静。至于这部电视剧，老爸是这样评价的“我都看了N多遍了，你这是第几遍啊？”
 哈哈…………平衡油02～和平
你是一个爱好和平的人，同时拥有很强的直觉力。你的出现，可以抚慰周遭人的心灵。这一瓶像是海洋，所以也暗示了你喜欢接近海洋，海洋总可以带给你平静与放松。代表这一瓶的塔罗牌是”女祭司”，代表你的感受很敏锐，可以体察到很细微的事物，可以连结上天。 你的困难与挑战：你有口难言吗？你有太多的话藏在你的心中吗？因为有太多话没有被说出来，所以你无法得到内心的平静。
你的未来潜能：喜爱和平，跟自己很和谐地相处，承诺要追求和平。善用与喉轮有关的创造力（譬如跟演说有关），支持别人。
某天，实在无聊，朋友给我做了个心理测试，上面这段话就是结果，貌似很准的样子！呵呵，纯属娱乐下下~~~
前几天还说着大海类，只是没机会去！其实自己是个不善言辞的人，那就少说，多听，多做吧，实干型的！有些事不说，是因为不想让朋友操心，相信自己可以应付！
今天去学校落实了实习的事，下周开始就去实习了，哈哈！争取和那些小鬼打成一片……祝偶好运！
September 03 他是谁？他
在四年前我就认识他了，我们差不多每天都在一起，到哪里他都陪我一起去，我们如影随形！今天本以为他会在老地方，后来发现他竟然不在，一阵窃喜，一阵失落，不过也觉得自在，没人管了，老在一起多没意思！就这样过一天吧，以前没他的日子不也一样过！哈…………后来才发现自己错了，我已经渐渐习惯了他的存在，今天没他在身边还真不习惯，总会想着他，想着他会在什么地方，他还好吗？恨不得马上去找他！晚上和朋友道别后，匆匆赶回家，大声喊着“你在哪里啊？”没人做答！他生气了?anyway，凭着我们之间的默契，我知道他在这里，一把抱着他：“我找你找得好辛苦啊！我的手机！”
哈哈…………
早上在路上发现一个天大的“秘密”——竟然忘了带手机，懒得回家拿，爬5楼，累啊！不过一天没手机的日子，还真不自在，回家发现N多个电话，N多条短信，朋友还以为我搞失踪了，汗！呵呵
下次一定记得带上他---手机，你也一样，哈哈 September 02 无事偶遇
晚饭后出去逛了会，竟然碰到小学同桌的外公外婆
DJ是我小学时候的同桌，五年级转学过来，印象中是个调皮的BOY。因为我是班长，老师安排我们同桌，很快就混熟了，有时候打打闹闹，有时候还“欺侮”他一下，呵呵……
毕业后，他就出国了，后来就失去了联系。今天在路上，他的外公外婆竟然认出我来，哈哈！俩老的记性还真好啊，看起来气色也很好！听说DJ在Switzerland，边上大学边工作，生活得不错。说不定哪天在路上碰见，我还真认不出他来，哈
犯错
晚上出入厨房，不小心把电灯开关给弄坏了，没办法关了，和老妈大眼瞪小眼，坐等老爸回家“拯救厨房”，哈哈！老爸果然“不负众望”3下5除2，这下那下，这里那里#*&！就搞定了。果然，姜还是老的辣啊，哈哈
颜色今天，又是一个月的开始，时间总是在不知不觉中过得很快，不论开心的，还是不开心的……
今天的心情是灰色的
考试——失败！
查分前就知道自己没什么可能，人总有“不到黄河心不死”的心态，便仍旧怀着一颗虔诚的心去看个究竟，希望有什么奇迹发生，结果只是让自己彻底死心！给自己找着各种开脱的理由：没好好复习，有点紧张……其实都是自欺欺人！或许应该反问我自己为什么没有好好抓住这次机会？因为还有机会？
感冒——“赶猫”
天气实在热得可以，老妈中暑外加感冒，浑身不舒服！看着她的样子，心里真难受
 ……哎，真的希望生病的是我！老妈，快点好起来，快点恢复精神，把这只“猫”赶掉！！不知道这是什么季节，朋友里失恋的还真多
 ，真不忍心看她们伤心，安慰的话说得如此无力，最终还是要靠自己！记住，还有我啊，我是你们的：“垃圾桶”，不开心就往这里倒啊……相信，很快一切都会好起来的……
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